love with abandon, give completely, be happy. the end.

30Oct09

I’ve been in a head space that I’m not entirely comfortable with. As a solid believer of everything in the universe being as it should and love, giving and happiness being the answer to just about everything in life, I find it totally disturbing that I’m not able to shake this easily.
What do I want [...]

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found harmony

28Oct09

“When anxious, uneasy and bad thoughts come, I go to the sea, and the sea drowns them out with it’s great wide sounds, cleanses me with its noise and imposes a rhythm upon everything in me that is bewildered and confused.” – Rainer Maria Rilke

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the void

27Oct09

I’m not gonna lie. Seventeen days into not smoking and I’m struggling worse in this very moment than I was in those first trying 72 hours. So I’m going to write it out and see if it passes.
With quitting smoking – like with quitting anything you are addicted to – there becomes a void. The [...]

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i was never going to be one of *those* parents …

26Oct09

You know the ones. They spend their weekend days with the masses at amusement parks and shopping malls and Chuck ‘E’ Cheese.
They plan.
They do family stuff with other families. They hold birthday parties at the places they plan to go every weekend.
Don’t get me wrong, we adore a trip to Science World, the aquarium, zoo [...]

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